My mind is constantly singing the chorus to a song that was once a lullaby.
The constant droning of expectations, assumptions and opinions of others clash with this chorus
Together they create a deafening cacophony.
Today I am somewhere between needing to be alone and simply wanting to push everyone away because it makes it easier to hear my own thoughts.
I am resonating with the humans who are asked to prioritize everyone else & then asked why their wounds never healed.
I am resonating with the humans who leave toxic spaces only after they realize how detrimental these spaces are to their own health.
I am resonating with the humans who want to heal themselves and everyone around them.
I am resonating with the humans who are extremely self-aware yet jagged from all of their wounds that never fully healed, just crusted over.
Today I am asking myself,
Are you still bleeding?
Is the wound infected?
Were you so worried about their survival that you never saw the damage carrying their pain did to you?
I am resonating with the humans who forgive before an apology is given.
And today, I want to heal more than anything else.