My Problem with Friendship

My Problem with Friendship is my

-deep need for consistency

-fear of failure and abandonment

-innate ability to push everyone away

My Problem with Friendship

-makes broken promises feel like shattered glass across my wrists

-leaves me holding my breath for hours

-makes missed phone calls and forgotten, “girl, I have something crazy to tell you” themed text messages remind me that I’m better off keeping secrets to myself.

 

But to all the people who love me with consistency, thank you for keeping the broken pieces of me together. I love you and I’m sorry I can’t always say it or show it the way you need me to

 

 

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